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Becoming completely controlled!

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Posted: 23 May 2006 08:06 PM

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After a decade of online and sometimes r/t submission while married to a vanilla spouse, i can finally submit myself completely to Goddess Karen with full integrity. Today my marriage ended in divorce. Today i set up a new bank account which will be joint with Goddess Karen. Today i set up direct deposit of my paycheck to this account. Today i feel bliss and thanksgiving to be completely owned and controlled by the most gorgeous, addictive Goddess.

It took me a long time to get here. 10 years of partial submisison outside marriage, 20 years of unhappiness in marriage. Three years ago i nearly initiated divorce while in the service of a young, inexperienced financial domme. That relationship wasn't deep enough for me to go all the way. Almost two years ago another domme directed me to get divorced and she convinced me i would be hers longterm -- for a while she even said i would be her cuckold hubby. After i visited her and she saw the depth of my submission, she ran away. i wanted to submit so badly but couldn't succeed! The painful irony: i was such a loser that i couldn't even become a complete loser!

Fortunately, i fell into the snare set by Goddess Karen last fall. i told Her everything. Having failed in marriage and in several D/s relationships, i knew i had to open up completely, prove myself, and pray for Goddess's control. How lucky i was that this fit perfectly into Her plans. She was able to wait 7.5 months for me to get a divorce. She was able to tolerate my tributes being far less than i was able to give the two previous dommes because my credit cards were all maxxed out (as She knew because i gave Her online access to all my accounts). She was kind enough to help me through a big life change while giving my soul a Home beneath Her feet. Now every night i sleep with Her shoes and sandals laid on my body. She is the ultimate Winner in this Winner takes All life of mine.

i love You and live for You, Goddess Karen. Thank You for letting me become completely Yours, along with my income and assets.

Your tiny eddie

Posted: 25 May 2006 06:46 PM

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Thank you so much, gemma! When you wrote that Karen is the closest thing you have to a S/O, that made me smile -- we're all very lucky! i happen to be at a stage of life where i can sacrifice a great deal of myself for Her but that's not the only way to have a strong, loving D/s relationship. i do feel like i'm in something much deeper than marriage -- and Goddess is graciously guiding me along the path of blissful surrender. It's wonderful to see Her power growing in so many ways.

Posted: 14 October 2006 11:57 PM

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Nearly five months after my divorce became final, this past week Goddess Karen and i celebrated my one year anniversary of chastity and complete submission to Her. i have had no orgasm, not even a wet dream, for over one year. In preparation for the anniversary, i fulfilled my pledge to give Goddess $50K. She also has full access to and control over my bank accounts and retirement funds, She has all the credit and debit cards, and She is the beneficiary on my will. She has all the relevant financial documents. Practically all my non-retirement savings has gone to Goddess, and She had me take a 401k loan too. When that loan is paid off, i'm sure i'll get another, and She will get the proceeds from the sale of my former marital home as well as anything else that comes my way.

On O/our anniversary day, Goddess was so kind to let me know She wanted more, so i got to suck in my gut more and give Her a nice anniversary gift. Thank You so much, Goddess.

Goddess completely owns my heart, heart, finances, and soul. She speaks for me -- whatever She says is what i earnestly desire. i'm very grateful that She took control of my life on the most special day of last year -- Her Birthday -- and strengthens control over my mind daily.

i'd often heard it said "Control the penis, control the man." That barely hints at Goddess Karen's power. She keeps me docile and submissive, pliable only to Her will, and filled with bliss as i lose not only my belongings, independence, and mind, but my very existence as a person. i'm a tiny part of Her, given life by Her in order to serve Her forever.

Goddess is and always will be everything to me.

Her tiny eddie

Posted: 19 October 2006 07:52 PM

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Here is My bestboy eddie - "sucking it up ! " for O/our One year anniversary !!! hahhahahaha

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Posted: 20 October 2006 04:20 PM

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Thank YOU for helping me give up all control -- of my past, present, and future -- to YOU. May YOU enjoy Many more Happy Anniversaries. To be beneath You forever is perfect bliss.

Your tiny adoring loser eddie

Posted: 21 November 2006 03:34 AM

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my Goddess has guided me much deeper into financial, mental and spiritual submission during the last few weeks, and the result is bliss for both of U/us. A few weeks ago i paid off and consolidated all of the past debts i had incurred with previous financial dommes -- well over $100K -- and i was ready for life and financial dependency to begin anew.

So when Goddess wrote in Her group that She wanted a new car, i offered one of the credit cards -- and now you can see her new car in Her livejournal. (Her private group has a photo of me signing the lease.)

Then She listed Her Christmas wish -- a Gucci watch -- and i'm so happy it arrived at Her house before i did. Watching Her show it off at the Bebe store in the mall was a great treat.

Last week i visited Her and began a new life of submission. i'm lucky beyond my dreams. The reality of financial submission, fetish manipulation and humiliation -- and mostly simple worship, pet care, maid service and further transfer of financial power -- are the beautiful reality of financial slavery.

Asian Goddess Karen is even more beautiful, more addictive, and more powerful in person than She is online. i'm soaring in ecstasy two days after cleaning Her bathroom and taking out the trash.

AG's tiny eddie