Princess has drained me so fast this month I'm running out of money and it's only the first week. I only have enoug left out of my monthly budget amount to scrap by with the most minimal tribute level. I just hope its enough for Princess to want to fuck with me. Funny, she will start veering into talking about things she wants to buy, and I'm thinking "oh boy, this could be the final drain", but then she jsut skates by and I think "whew, I live another day. " Then later I'lltry to amuse her and eveything is cool the she says "tribute" and boom I'm drained and its squeezing me tighter. There's a certain eroticism wondering when she's going to pull the final plug, so to speak, and I'll be tapped out and be fucked for the rest of the month.
Yes I do! I feel like a couch people sat on, and you can just check under the cushions for loose change and it never seems to end. Or maybe a piggy bank you can just flip over and shake. At this point I do seem to come up with "just enough" when needed.
i think one the nice things about being in this lifestyle is that after a while you do genuinely start to think "it's only money"! That's probably just as well, because if i stopped to think about the amount of money i've given Goddess Karen in the way that a "normal" person would, it would sent me gibbering to a therapist!!
The other nice thing is knowing that the Goddesses and Princesses will NEVER think, "it's only money"!
You've got company, gemma! It's good to be part of a pack of slaves. Fortunately, giving to Her is so healing that we (at least i) don't need a therapist. She's our therapist -- perhaps not medically trained, but more than able to take control of our hearts and minds and make us content in giving to Her.
It feels good to make these transitions of thought -- not only "it's only money" to us, but "everything belongs to Goddess."
